diff --git a/commands.go b/commands.go
index 571c6015..82f2edab 100644
--- a/commands.go
+++ b/commands.go
@@ -867,7 +867,7 @@ func neofetchCMD(_ string, u *User) {
 		{"Uptime", uptimeStr},
 		{"Packages", fmt.Sprint(len(PluginCMDs)+len(MainCMDs)+len(RestCMDs)) + " commands"},
 		{"Shell", "devzat"},
-		{"Memory", fmt.Sprintf("%v MiB alloc / %v MiB total, %v GC cycles", memstats.Alloc/1024/1024, memstats.TotalAlloc/1024/1024, memstats.NumGC)},
+		{"Memory", fmt.Sprintf("%v MiB alloc / %v MiB sys, %v GC cycles", memstats.Alloc/1024/1024, memstats.Sys/1024/1024, memstats.NumGC)},
 		{"", ""},
 		{"", colorSwatch1},
 		{"", colorSwatch2},
diff --git a/util.go b/util.go
index 462c3ce6..1d84d60d 100644
--- a/util.go
+++ b/util.go
@@ -9,13 +9,14 @@ import (
 	"encoding/json"
 	"encoding/pem"
 	"fmt"
+	"github.com/disintegration/imaging"
 	"image"
-	stdcolor "image/color"
 	"io"
 	"math"
 	"math/rand"
 	"net/http"
 	"os"
+	"runtime"
 	"runtime/debug"
 	"strings"
 	"text/tabwriter"
@@ -25,7 +26,7 @@ import (
 	"github.com/caarlos0/sshmarshal"
 	"github.com/charmbracelet/glamour"
 	"github.com/charmbracelet/glamour/ansi"
-	"github.com/eliukblau/pixterm/pkg/ansimage"
+	//"github.com/eliukblau/pixterm/pkg/ansimage"
 	"github.com/fatih/color"
 	"github.com/gliderlabs/ssh"
 	//markdown "github.com/quackduck/go-term-markdown"
@@ -185,11 +186,12 @@ func replaceImgs(md string, width int, cache map[string]image.Image) string {
 	imgText = strings.ReplaceAll(strings.ReplaceAll(strings.TrimSpace(imgText), "\n", ""), " ", "")
 
 	if img, ok := cache[imgText]; ok {
-		i, err := ansimage.NewScaledFromImage(img, math.MaxInt32, width/2, stdcolor.Transparent, ansimage.ScaleModeFit, ansimage.NoDithering)
-		if err != nil {
-			return replaceImgs(md[:start]+imgText+" (error rendering)"+md[end+6:], width, cache)
-		}
-		imgText = i.Render()
+		//i, err := ansimage.NewScaledFromImage(img, math.MaxInt32, width/2, stdcolor.Transparent, ansimage.ScaleModeFit, ansimage.NoDithering)
+		//if err != nil {
+		//	return replaceImgs(md[:start]+imgText+" (error rendering)"+md[end+6:], width, cache)
+		//}
+		//imgText = i.Render()
+		imgText = imgRender(img, width/2)
 		return replaceImgs(md[:start]+imgText+md[end+6:], width, cache)
 	}
 
@@ -204,28 +206,58 @@ func replaceImgs(md string, width int, cache map[string]image.Image) string {
 	limitReader := io.LimitReader(res.Body, 30*1024*1024) // 30 megabyte limit
 	// https://github.com/golang/go/issues/12512#issuecomment-137981217
 	header := new(bytes.Buffer)
+	//memStats("before image.DecodeConfig")
 	config, _, err := image.DecodeConfig(io.TeeReader(limitReader, header))
 	if err != nil || config.Width > 4032*2 || config.Height > 3024*2 {
 		return replaceImgs(md[:start]+imgText+" (invalid or too large to render)"+md[end+6:], width, cache)
 	}
+	//fmt.Println(config)
+	//memStats("before image.Decode")
 	//buf := new(bytes.Buffer)
 	//img, _, err := image.Decode(io.TeeReader(io.MultiReader(header, limitReader), buf))
 	img, _, err := image.Decode(io.MultiReader(header, limitReader))
 	if err != nil {
 		return replaceImgs(md[:start]+imgText+" (error decoding image)"+md[end+6:], width, cache)
 	}
-	i, err := ansimage.NewScaledFromImage(img, math.MaxInt32, width/2, stdcolor.Transparent, ansimage.ScaleModeFit, ansimage.NoDithering)
-	if err != nil {
-		return replaceImgs(md[:start]+imgText+" (error rendering)"+md[end+6:], width, cache)
-	}
+	//memStats("after image.Decode")
+	//i, err := ansimage.NewScaledFromImage(img, math.MaxInt32, width/2, stdcolor.Transparent, ansimage.ScaleModeFit, ansimage.NoDithering)
+	//if err != nil {
+	//	return replaceImgs(md[:start]+imgText+" (error rendering)"+md[end+6:], width, cache)
+	//}
 	if cache != nil {
 		cache[imgText] = img
 	}
-	imgText = i.Render()
+	//imgText = i.Render()
+	imgText = imgRender(img, width/2)
 
 	return replaceImgs(md[:start]+imgText+md[end+6:], width, cache)
 }
 
+func memStats(note string) {
+	var m runtime.MemStats
+	runtime.ReadMemStats(&m)
+	fmt.Printf("Alloc = %v MiB %s\n", m.Alloc/1024/1024, note)
+}
+
+func imgRender(img image.Image, width int) string {
+	result := ""
+	//fmt.Println("starting")
+	//memStats("before fit")
+	img = imaging.Fit(img, width, math.MaxInt32, imaging.Lanczos)
+	//memStats("after fit")
+	//fmt.Println("done fitting")
+	for y := 0; y < img.Bounds().Dy(); y += 2 {
+		for x := 0; x < img.Bounds().Dx(); x++ {
+			r1, g1, b1, _ := img.At(x, y).RGBA()
+			r2, g2, b2, _ := img.At(x, y+1).RGBA()
+			result += fmt.Sprintf("\x1b[38;2;%d;%d;%dm\x1b[48;2;%d;%d;%dm▀", r1/256, g1/256, b1/256, r2/256, g2/256, b2/256)
+		}
+		result += "\x1b[0m\n"
+	}
+	//fmt.Println("done render")
+	return result
+}
+
 func addLeftPad(a string, pad int) string {
 	split := strings.Split(a, "\n")
 	for i := 1; i < len(split); i++ { // skip first line